I honestly never understood what the big deal about smoking was. Why everyone would always be up in arms about it or why it was worth the extra gossips around the halls of the castle. I never quite grasped the concept, either, of pressuring someone to quit. Everyone quits in their own time and being forced to do so will just worsen the addiction, I say. I don’t know.
Honestly, you don’t know what you’re missing out on unless you try.
Disapproving stares.
Disapproving.
Stares.
changmin: let me tell you about how yunho has never cried in all these 8 years as leader
yunho: let me finally show you my tears after being so strong for so long
bigeast: let us show you our beautiful white ocean
cassiopeia: let us show you how united we can be with three different colors
me: ...
junsu: oh and don't forget about me! i'm gonna release a solo album soon!
me: that's wonderful!
junsu: and i composed the songs in this album the same way i composed intoxication and xiahtic!
me: ...oh
jaejoong: hey, look at my new hair! it's black again and looks like it did back during mirotic and mkmf
me: ...
yoochun: and here I am forever drinking yakult and banana milk.
What do you take me for? Do I look like an idiot to you? I’ve got two eyes and no matter how hard you try to hide it I can see it. The fact remains though. It happened once and whats to stop it from happening again? Obviously not I since it doesn’t phase you the least that I exist.
What happens now? Do I even continue to bother with you when I know all you’re going to do is tear my heart apart.
I don’t even know why I try, anymore.
I’m scared.
I’m never scared.
What the hell.
